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I'd give anything to get some sleep but everytime I close my eyes I relive that night when I had to leave Carol's; not to mention all the other chaos in my life. Now that Jas found me and the craziness has calmed down a bit I'm overwhelmed by my thoughts.

I never thought that flying to NYC to take care of a sick friend would've changed my life this way. It seems like that place took away everyone that is important to me...Robbie; my girl, Lascano; my boyfriend and Hal. He was a good friend before all of this; that infection turned him. I am determined to find and reveal the origin of that infection. I lost my friend way before the dreaded newspaper headline. The man they spoke of in the paper on May 13th had not been Hal in quite a while. I know this sounds ridiculous but I miss Hal.

Sorry, I am all emotional & rambling on but I figured if I got all of this out it would help like some kind of therapy or something and maybe then I could get some sleep.

I better log off, the screen on this laptop is also too bright. I thought it was just the other one I was using before but I guess not. I wish I had the sandman's number so he could drop by and keep me company tonight. A cup of tea and an extra pillow will have to do for tonight.

Good night. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully a new beginning.

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I know it's been a while but I've been going through lots. It turns out that Carol's friend at the lab could not identify what made me sick but he did make a very interesting discovery in my blood...a genetic anomaly that makes me immune to whatever Hal tried to pass on to me. That is why I developed that crazy fever & my symptoms stopped, unlike Hal's.

Carol was worried when she noticed my writing was deteriorating, at times. I noticed the same in Hal's writing. She was afraid whatever I had was affecting my brain but it turned out it was my fever. Thankfully,once the fever stopped so did most of my symptoms but my skin pigmentation is still different due to dehydration of my skin & I still had a few lesions I developed on my body but those have almost completely healed after undergoing hyperbaric oxygen therapy at NewYork-Presbyterian Allen Hospital. I wonder if I'll ever be completely normal again.

I'm still trying to find answers; it should be easier now that I've sort of got my health back. Hal is out there somewhere. Actually, sometimes I get the feeling that...Hal is watching.

Jas, sweetness, I really need to meet with you.

Sakura

TOP SECRET U.S. Government Project Revealed!

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161 EXT. CONEY ISLAD - DAY 161

We're looking out at THE OCEAN. It's peaceful. Serene. We
hear the ROLLING WAVES. The distant sound of people
laughing. We seem to be looking out from a HIGH VANTAGE
POINT. And we're moving upward --

ROB (O.S.)
I'm really gonna miss this.

BETH (O.S.)
They have ferris wheels in Japan,
Rob.

ROB (O.S.)
That's not what I'm talking about --

Rob swings the camera around, angling it back towards
himself. And we reveal --

Rob and Beth are at Coney Island. Riding side-by-side on THE
FERRIS WHEEL. And, once again, we're looking at what used to
be on this tape.

Rob holds the camera out at arms length so they're both in
frame. As he leans in towards her --

CONTINUED

A "Message" From Hal ...

Hal sent this video through my email this a.m.



I don't have any idea what it means or how to respond.

Anyone care to clue me in?

What ARE Those things?!

It will not be easy for Hal and his cronies to find where me and my mom have fled.

The work they have done is frightful, and I am grieved to the fact it may be spreading.

As for the malicious crap I have received in my email, I do not appreciate the insistence of some of you that I am the "crazy" one here.

We shall see. We shall see ...

Sometimes it seems like WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE!

New York, two years ago, was a NIGHTMARE!

My birthday was ruined by the event, and the city has NOT recovered as well as we have been told.

Most of what has been happening since, is hallucination!

I'm only fourteen years old, but even I know what a cover-up feels like.
And the information I have discovered has proved it!

I don't know how to get the truth out there.
So many people believe the lies!
(I know I once did)

BEWARE of Hal and anyone he's associated with.

He lies when he says he knows the truth.